I’m so overwhelmed with school, 15 science/math units is too much. I wish I could drop 1 but since all my courses are sequential dropping 1 now would push back every course after it and I feel like I’ve been at city college for too long already.
Took my first Bio exam on Thursday and it wasn’t as bad my chemistry exams but it wasn’t exactly easy either, getting a C+ or a B- would be pretty fair for the amount of studying I did. I guess I’ll just have to really study for the next one.
I haven’t done much in my chem class besides lab and I miss Eli. I think I should be worried because I literally have no lecture notes for that class even though I’ve been in school for almost 3 weeks.
I’m kind of lost in physics but I figure it’s because I haven’t done any of the homework yet. In class, I totally get what he’s saying and it seems pretty logical… or I might just be fooling myself.
So what’s the common factor in all of my classes? Me not doing any work and also not caring! (hahaha)
What I really want to do is go shopping. I need a pair of new shoes, new jeans, new tops, and new perfume. Aaaaaand I also want to get my hair cut.
oh and also, GUESS WHO’S GOING TO SEE KATY PERRY! THAT’S RIGHT, ME! =D
I don’t know if its just because I’m getting older and being more exposed to these things, but it really seems like sex, drugs, and the single life is what this whole generations about.
First off, why are there so many pictures of people having sex, naked girls, girls wanting to pose and be sexy all about? It seems like the hoochier, the better. Anyhow, people act like being open about sex is mature. I just don’t get why people are willing to share their stories, when it should be something about loving someone. I’m just going to stop there though.
AND DRUGS. I’m not against it, but it seems like doing drugs is the “in” thing. Being able to hold your liquor, or smoke a blunt shows how “down” you are. Drugs bring everyone to a different state of mind. Why is everyone about having alcohol at their party? We aint 21 (yet). Drinking to me is a celebration, like lets make a toast. But people are only drinking to either get “loose” in order to loosen the tension in the room, or to just get fucked up and feel like shit the next day. Why is it so cool to NOT remember anything that happened?
Anddddd the single life. Single and ready to fucking mingle. Single and I don’t give a fuck. “I’m doing me” I’m independent. I don’t need a man, I aint weak. I’m so strong. These phrases make me gag. Being in a relationship doesn’t change the person you are, it means you are in LOVE. If people wanna act like a relationship just makes a person weak, then the single life to me is about being able to be a slut.
I JUST DON’T GET THE WAY PEOPLE THINK THESE DAYS. Is it just me? I can’t even sing some songs that sound nice because I sound like I’m singing about wanting to have sex. I miss the songs about sunny days, and true love. But, like I said, maybe this is how life is. You grow up and you see the bigger picture. Maybe I’m just exposed to these things more. That, or were just the generation of “I’m-doing-me”.
You didn’t want to help me out this time so don’t expect me to help you out next time… or ever. And also, everything you do or say from now on will automatically bug the shit out of me just because it’s you. Yeah, I’m a bitch.